it's december 28th, 5 months since the last journal. i've been really freakin' busy. the job is awesome! i moved to a b and b but it's still under the same company so i still have my benefits and stuff. the b and b is awesome!! i cook, bake, laundry, serve, front desk and clean. it's freakin' awesome!!! i'm so excited!!!

i've been really tired lately though. like really freakin' exhausted. i get home and collapse for hours. it's disgusting and a little frightening. i've never been that tired before. and it's not for just a week or something. it's been for the last 4 months. i have no clue as to what it is. my family suggests i go to the doctor for some tests. i think i will but i fucking hate blood tests. like really really HATE them. i have low blood pressure, so i get wiped our every time, my heart nearly stopped the last time. 52/37 low. ew.

my poor papa, his viking team just lost in over time, he's depressed now. poor guy. i love him.